Etherium Twin

Because I stood the eyes fixed on nothing one hour after watching the movie, just with the need to feel someone’s warm under my palm.
Because like him, I pretend that I miss nobody, that I don’t care ; because I never finish the confidence I began. I ask to others to « forget it » - and so they often do.
I run away, run away from the others, I stand alone in my own way, I have a pride who helps me to do some things and close myself in others. Like him I find the force to continue despite being betrayed and the loneliness, because I don’t want to be dependent of.
Like him, I’m I let them down, and I want they could forget me, sometimes feeling that they could be better without me.
Because I’ll keep holding on too, because someone finally want to help me, doesn’t care about my « forget it» or my running away gaze.
Why do I feel so strong what he feels, why so I feel the same every time I watch this movie, even after 200 the times ?
Why is he my Etherium twin ?

Jim (c) D.